I felt so calm yesterday, calmer than ever and not to forget I was very happy and delightful to see how things are going on right now. It's not that I've never felt this way before this but things are finally looking up. Everything and everyone around me is doing great, most of my friends are in love, some are still looking for the answer to the questions going on their mind, some are working their asses off to achieve their dreams while some of them are just sitting there and keep waiting for a miracle to happen.
The calmness that I felt managed to help me to take a step to move on and see the world. I've stopped hoping and expecting since the night that changed everything. Ok I lied, no matter what I do, hopes and expections will be there for me. No one can get rid of these two things so I just have to learn to deal with it. You know when they say that good things come to those who wait? I waited and waited. Eventhough it wasn't that easy but the waiting was worth it because my wish came true and I'm truly grateful for getting what I really want.
Anyway, school starts tomorrow and I don't really know whether I'm thrilled for it. I barely feel anything almost about everything. I don't want to care about all the little things that are pulling me down. I know I have my own back to get up. We all know this, in the end we can only count on ourselves so yeah, I hope you get me.
Whatever it is, I'm happy with my state of life and I really hope it stays this way or gets better. I won't mention about SPM, oh well I just did. I need, I must, I have to be more serious than ever after this and I will. I'll be back when the time comes. Prayers for everyone, much love.
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