Have you ever had the nights when you feel like you just want to become so emotional, you want to care about every single thing that's happening around you, you get carried away with your own feelings, you don't want to be left behind but no one wants to take your hand and lead you to the best path, you feel like the world is against you, you get angry, sad, jealous, overreacted and all of the feelings that are related to what I'm trying to say here.
Things get worse when you feel like no one cares about you and there are some people out there who are laughing at you because this is the moment they can see you fall to the lowest and thinnest layer of life.
Well, guess what. That night haunted me for the past few nights. It wasn't that bad but it made me feel kinda useless and worthless for making myself involved with this kind of thing. Maybe I get too carried away, maybe I shouldn't have let my feelings controlled me, maybe it is too late for me to regret it and all of the other maybes but it made me stronger.
It gave me the opportunity to sit back, think about the pros and cons it happened and reminisce those memories. I'm pretty sure it'll happen again since I've been having sleepless nights for no reason. Maybe it is you who made me feel this way or it could be anyone out there. Everything happens for a reason and I really hope the reason for this one is worth it. Urgh, get off my mind.
"You're trying your best and the hardest part is letting go" - Mayday Parade
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