Miserable At Best

you might not get what i'll be saying in this post 

and i'll make it in general but just go through it, 

whether you can get me or not.

i thought that all the little things like this won't happen again. we're growing up and we're older now, i thought everything was over and we could get over it. those things happened back on those stupid days when we were still a kid, not mature enough to think wisely. i thought things have changed, people have moved on and forget about it but i guess not, they're still in your mind.

so i guess it's true when they say people can forgive you but they'll never forget what you've done. ok i admit i screwed up, made mistakes, hurt feelings but i'm not the only one who did it. i just don't get it, when it comes to me i've accepted your apology and decided to forget it but some of you out there just can't do a simple thing like that to me. you got carried away and ruin your own heart.

i don't want to care about this but i have to because sometimes it bothers and annoys me. anyway, it's not like i can stop any of you out there from taking things seriously. the only action i can take is just to stop thinking about this and pray for a miracle to happen. i know that i can't make everyone to like me and the same thing goes to you, not everyone likes you.

that's life and deal with it. last but not least, based on my experience i've had, allow me to remind you that just be aware of karma because it will do its job in the end whether you like it or not. karma might hit you in the future or maybe it's hitting you now but you just can't see it. have a good day.